#loveatfirstsight
Love at first sight truly exists.
Sejauh mana hati dan otak ingin recall balik, I don't think I have fallen in love at first sight before. Hmmm. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Macam NADA.NIL.ZILCH.
Yang pernah falling in love head over heels with someone. This I should not deny. Walaupun, hahaha bertepuk sebelah tangan. Cinta tak pernah berbalas wei. Booyah! Such a life. Sob. Sob. Sob. Not once, few times. Aku yang dulu-dulu will ask "am i that unlucky kah?" Tapi aku yang masa ni mungkin kena belajar menerima hakikat kot. Belajar erti redha. Dan belajar bergantung harapan dengan Allah. Bersangka baik dengan Allah. Tetiba je rasa nak bertazkirah sebab ini topik petang tadi kat dalam radio tentang bersangka baik dengan Allah.
Okay, the purpose of this post is not tazkirah of the day actually. Tapi sebenarnya nak sambung post "The Circumstances" sebelum ini.
#jodohpastibertemu
Masih ingat kan tentang SIR HANDSOME YANG MASIH SINGLE? Hahahaha! At this time of my writing, I am praying really hard that he is really still single and I am hoping supaya Allah beri peluang untuk berkenalan dengan him. Ameen Ameen.
Okay.
This is how the story goes.
After the WA conversation with my two students and fitting the puzzles in, least did I expect that this thing would happen.
FOR ME, TO AT LAST, SEE HIM!
Was working on Sunday and had three of my girls to attend my talk. And off we went to have our lunch kat Nur Wanita, Muara. Cos I was really craving for It's A Grind Nutty Nutty Gnar nyammms! Was with A, D and AM.
Was waiting for our table to be ready and we were like cerita-cerita. Then all of a sudden, D was like "eh kawanku" and waved to the guy who was at the cashier. I was facing the cashier though. And I buat macam biasa je. Tak kenal pun. To be honest, I didn't really see his face clearly. I thought it would be D's boyfriend. And D was pura-pura nak surprise. Her being her anyways.
Tapi this guy I am not so sure if he actually nampak D. Then D said this to me, "Shee, my friend. The one yang I cerita" ...and I was like "eh? siapa?" Penuh dengan question mark sangat. Trying to recall my mind which friend yang D maksudkan sebenarnya. Then D called the friend's name and waved again. Yes, the guy was still at the cashier.
And then as the guy turned, waktu tu sinar matahari macam betul-betul kena kat muka the guy, walaupun tak clear but the way he acknowledged D and the "mata sepet" look he gave to D - oh God! I was completely mesmerized by the sight. Masha Allah!
Ke laut lah semua nak jaga pandangan, tundukkan pandangan and all. I am going against it. I feel bad but I cannot help it.
HE IS SO HOT!
White T-shirts!
Jeans!
Height just nice.
KYAAAA!!
Apsal dalam gambar look different?
Apsal?
Apesal?
Baru je few days before that I actually said to A ... I tak nak sangat lah dengan SIR ni sebab wardrobe dia macam boring. Pakai baju petak-petak.
Tapi ... alahai ...
KNEES ALL WEAK.
Can I pulled my words back?
CAUSE...
NOW..
I'M FALLING IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
Right now. Almost every day. When the thoughts came in and when you appeared in my thoughts, I always pray mudahan Allah akan beri peluang lagi untuk ketemu.
Allah, the feeling was so, so, so, beautiful.
And I want to keep rasa that kind of feeling.
Mudahan ada jodoh we jumpa lagi, sir H (initial sebenar).
I mentioned to A that with him, i don't want to just cuci mata but I want more than that.
I want to know him.
I want to kenal him.
Semoga Allah permudahkan my urusan.
Ameen Ameen Ya Rabb.
xx
Sejauh mana hati dan otak ingin recall balik, I don't think I have fallen in love at first sight before. Hmmm. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Fikir, ingat, rasa. Macam NADA.NIL.ZILCH.
Yang pernah falling in love head over heels with someone. This I should not deny. Walaupun, hahaha bertepuk sebelah tangan. Cinta tak pernah berbalas wei. Booyah! Such a life. Sob. Sob. Sob. Not once, few times. Aku yang dulu-dulu will ask "am i that unlucky kah?" Tapi aku yang masa ni mungkin kena belajar menerima hakikat kot. Belajar erti redha. Dan belajar bergantung harapan dengan Allah. Bersangka baik dengan Allah. Tetiba je rasa nak bertazkirah sebab ini topik petang tadi kat dalam radio tentang bersangka baik dengan Allah.
Okay, the purpose of this post is not tazkirah of the day actually. Tapi sebenarnya nak sambung post "The Circumstances" sebelum ini.
#jodohpastibertemu
Masih ingat kan tentang SIR HANDSOME YANG MASIH SINGLE? Hahahaha! At this time of my writing, I am praying really hard that he is really still single and I am hoping supaya Allah beri peluang untuk berkenalan dengan him. Ameen Ameen.
Okay.
This is how the story goes.
After the WA conversation with my two students and fitting the puzzles in, least did I expect that this thing would happen.
FOR ME, TO AT LAST, SEE HIM!
Was working on Sunday and had three of my girls to attend my talk. And off we went to have our lunch kat Nur Wanita, Muara. Cos I was really craving for It's A Grind Nutty Nutty Gnar nyammms! Was with A, D and AM.
Was waiting for our table to be ready and we were like cerita-cerita. Then all of a sudden, D was like "eh kawanku" and waved to the guy who was at the cashier. I was facing the cashier though. And I buat macam biasa je. Tak kenal pun. To be honest, I didn't really see his face clearly. I thought it would be D's boyfriend. And D was pura-pura nak surprise. Her being her anyways.
Tapi this guy I am not so sure if he actually nampak D. Then D said this to me, "Shee, my friend. The one yang I cerita" ...and I was like "eh? siapa?" Penuh dengan question mark sangat. Trying to recall my mind which friend yang D maksudkan sebenarnya. Then D called the friend's name and waved again. Yes, the guy was still at the cashier.
And then as the guy turned, waktu tu sinar matahari macam betul-betul kena kat muka the guy, walaupun tak clear but the way he acknowledged D and the "mata sepet" look he gave to D - oh God! I was completely mesmerized by the sight. Masha Allah!
Ke laut lah semua nak jaga pandangan, tundukkan pandangan and all. I am going against it. I feel bad but I cannot help it.
HE IS SO HOT!
White T-shirts!
Jeans!
Height just nice.
KYAAAA!!
Apsal dalam gambar look different?
Apsal?
Apesal?
Baru je few days before that I actually said to A ... I tak nak sangat lah dengan SIR ni sebab wardrobe dia macam boring. Pakai baju petak-petak.
Tapi ... alahai ...
KNEES ALL WEAK.
Can I pulled my words back?
CAUSE...
NOW..
I'M FALLING IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.
Right now. Almost every day. When the thoughts came in and when you appeared in my thoughts, I always pray mudahan Allah akan beri peluang lagi untuk ketemu.
Allah, the feeling was so, so, so, beautiful.
And I want to keep rasa that kind of feeling.
Mudahan ada jodoh we jumpa lagi, sir H (initial sebenar).
I mentioned to A that with him, i don't want to just cuci mata but I want more than that.
I want to know him.
I want to kenal him.
Semoga Allah permudahkan my urusan.
Ameen Ameen Ya Rabb.
xx
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